The usual neuroses.

Apparently I am not good at keeping resolutions.

I think I must have just written them to set myself up to fail.

Sure, it's only been two weeks, but I'm driving myself crazy. Already. What's worse is that I have plenty of productive things I could be doing, and I run the list in my head constantly:

1. make things for my etsy shop, as I have ignored it since March
   
2. search for houses
3. fill out and send my wedding thank you cards (I know, I KNOW)
4. clean out my closet and donate
5. reorganize our office space-- it looks like a tornado ran through there
6. go to the gym
7. find a place to volunteer

Seriously, I haven't even been doing the fun, leisurely things I promised myself I would do. I have been putzing away my time and then wondering where it went, I've been staying up way too late for no apparent reason, and, the worst, I've been getting sad.

I can control this. All of it is my own doing. These are my choices.

So why does that leave me useless rather than empowered?

On a slightly happier note, I got new glasses.



So, any suggestions on how I can kick this crazy affliction? I know what will help temporarily (CAITLIN'S COMING ON THURSDAY!!!), but what about after?